Anonymously tell me about someone you have a crush on or think about a lot!!!!!
Anonymous said: Hi, I donated a while back and I just wanted to ask you how Rascal was doing?
Hey!!! To anyone who donated I wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart! The 230 or so I got paid for his first vet visit and his first round of treatment/medication! I eventually saved up the other and he got the cancerous mass removed/teeth fixed and is in way better health now! Hes actually playful and not as grumpy! So honestly thank you guys so damn much!!!
Literally the other night my depression and anxiety had me completely out of it and he stayed with me, the whole time and didnt leave until i was calm. Ive never had someone so accepting of me before and never had someone who cares the way he does. I was feeling so defeated and honestly telling him I wanted to give up and he didn’t pressure me to explain he just held me. And I consistently asked him why he was with me, why would he want to be with someone like me and he just said he’d be crazy not to be with me and to pass up the love he feels when we are together. And there was something so calm and euphoric about letting everything out and having someone there to pull you back out when you are drowning. I appreciate him so much and I dont think ill ever see myself with anyone but him.
DOES BEER COME OUT OF DRESSES? ???
I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible.
Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.
Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.
But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.
And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.
We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.
We never know when the bus is coming."